The Other Half.

Hey everyone.. If there is even anyone out there reading this. It's Kayla. I'm 18 almost 19 in June and it's true were engaged. Hooray! :)

Honestly I don't really know what to write but I feel like I should to get some of the thoughts out of my head that go on in it all day long. So here goes nothing..

Being engaged at this age doesn't seam hard.. at least not yet. Everyone is very supportive of our decision so far. And yes we are young, but if ya know ya know. Right? And why wait if were just going to be in the same position 5 years from now. We can at least start our life and get out of the town we both grew up in and see the world sooner. Life it too short to not experience as much of it as we can.

I have been really stressed out lately. With everything that is going on in our lives planning our wedding seems so far off. My first year of college will be done in two weeks. I have to worry about finals and making sure I pass dreaded psychology so I don't have to pay back my mom $900 (money I could be saving for the wedding). And my sister being sent away to Florida for school (long story) and hoping she will be here for the wedding like we are planning for her to be and not in jail or worse. And we don't even have a date yet because we don't know what job Nick will have yet. Therefore we don't know dates of when he is leaving, what tec school he will have, how long tec school will be, and countless other details. Yes life is stressful right now and I'm hoping some of it gets off my shoulders asap. I kinda feel bad for complaining, I know others have it much worse. I promise to be more cheerful next time I write. Thanks for listening whoever you are.. - Me :)